Frazzled

Feeling a little over everything. Both my little beautiful babies seem to be okay at the moment, which I am truely thankful for. They both have stuff going on which makes life interesting. I have a lot of doctors appointments at the moment, which I am a bit over. Have to book myself into hospital which is a little worrying. Not sure how to discuss it with the kids. Alex gets so worried about everything and Emma bottles stuff. Haven't got up the nerve to discuss it with them yet. Booked in for my MRI on the school holidays, hope they find my brain. So many appointments and so many people relying on me to be a grown up. Must stop blogging when I am drunk. Must stop getting drunk to make the world go away.